Today got as frustrating as the working days can get, shaking my confidence in my capabilities to the core. As I signed off for the day, I was left numb.
I toiled hard, but the circumstances fought back stronger. Key people went on unplanned leave. Approvals got delayed. Core systems faced unplanned downtimes. Folks got under undue pressure, and they began rubbing it off others.
The last one on the list of unfortunate events above is the worse. I hate when people do that.
Work one gets assigned can be delegated. Shared. Pressure shouldn't be.
I am generally a lot more organized while handling my tasks with a clear goal for the day. But it gets frustrating when people pollute my day with their priorities. When they devalue my time because they can't value theirs.
What's even more frustrating is that in a corporate world, there's just no way out of this at times.
As the day progressed, I was overwhelmed by the sheer number of tasks left untouched, the tasks that I should have worked on instead. The third day running of missed daily goals and the list keeps piling up.
Fingers crossed, tomorrow dawns better. That I manage to put my head down and pull my messed-up productivity out of the rut.